My Colourful Life

2010-10-02T23:54:00.002+08:00

when is my last post??? guess its been months...

had been very busy with work... had been back to my previous trade... the trade i love most... as a sales exec... which is also a post which i always wanted...

now instead of only having to do sales... i have to handle operations, customer service, and my bosses's pa... but instead of grumbling i am enjoying it alot... really loving my job...

we had 2 companies... 1 which is in changi airfreight... had been in airfreight for 30years and sea freight had been increasing that they had to split out to do sea freight at eunos... therefore sometimes i have to go down to airfreight centre at changi to visit my colleagues... but they are very nice people...

i have 3 bosses... they are nice, forgiving, fun and parently... haha... actually is both motherly and fatherly figures to me... they guide me with patience and very forgiving with the mistakes i done at work... that doesnt mean i always make mistake... haha

i am so happy that i am even willing to do more than i m supposed to do... taking care of the operations and customer service portion... perhaps just fate... i really love my job alot... guess this is the first job that i really love and willing to do more than i receive...

i had just close a project deal... can u imagine... the cargoes that i fly out is exactly what i always wanted to have... as in wanted to have those cargoes in my hand to handle... colleagues were super nice to me... assisting me in all ways to get the things done... even friends outside are so willing to help... glad i have friends and colleagues who are so helpful... they help me out alot on these cargoes... i am so thankful to them...

its a big shipment or huge project shipment i had done so far... i shall not reveal too much but just a estimation of the weight range of the cargoes... 15-20tons...

its a great satisfaction for me as i am really glad my efforts paid off... had been focusing on all my clients and this is my result... i am so happy when he called and confirmed the shipment and his email to me was so rewarding...

i am happy that he like the service we provide for them... hope all this will turn out well and getting more biz from all clients in soon...

update soon again!!!

2010-05-10T09:50:00.003+08:00

I m so bored... last week training in changi... not much things to do... then back in eunos today onwards... been here since 745am... start work is actually 9am... but hubby need to go toa payoh earli so i joined him...

Had reached earli and till now still rotting... how i wish i could be outside see-ing clients but too bad my namecards not done yet... if not i could go out to rot instead of staying in office... nothing to do at all...

Another issue... onli 3 ppl working in this office now... and its damn quiet... cos there is no radio or musics at all... arrgghh... i forgot to bring my cord for my mp3... made myself stayed up late to charge my player and get songs in but damn it... left the cord in hubby's car...

Had a bday celebration for lil prince jacob yest at hubby's hse... had a cooked up a sumptious dinner... hehe... my 1st attempt to lots of food... had done cereal prawns without the instant pack so its mainly pure "kung fu"... haha... tasty... and curry was well-liked too... tonic chicken... potato and pumpkin combination loved by mil and aunts... fry chicken wings... cuttlefish balls... nuggets... hotdogs for kids... steam fish finished by uncle... spinach well-praised by hubby... ginger spring onions with pork (san cheng rong)... wahaha... love my cooking yest...

Meiling came over with her lil daughter rachel... and they are having so much fun... will get to upload the pics soon...

2010-05-08T18:08:00.002+08:00

Had completed my 1st week training in changi... tedious cos v far... haha... but i get to see alot of things there... also the colleagues there are fun...

Met up with yanpei last night... went artery then mad clock... drank alot... missed her so much... haha... so happy to spend the night with her...

Had took some pics but w onli upload next week k...

2010-05-01T16:43:00.003+08:00

Been so long since my last blog... starting work soon on monday... so long since my last job that i have to wake up so earli... jialiat liao...

Will be goin back to shipping... this time round its outdoor sales... haha... a job that i hope i will enjoy alot... cos the best thing is that i dun have to stay in the office all day... yeah!!! got to refresh back some of the things... haha...

I am also in AIA... as a financial consultant... hmm... not realli into earning big bulks... but hope be able to help others esp frens... perhaps its bcos of my own case that i think its so impt to have protection... hmm... alot of ppl may run away from me... but i guess it takes time to get ppl to understand... dun wait till the last second then regret... hmm... cos this is so common to ppl out there... frens if you are willing to open ur heart and mind... i will be most willing to help u thru... get u the best protection that u require...

2010-02-13T16:34:00.002+08:00

Fantastic!!! Finally all over... working hard for the past few days is definetely fun and enjoyable... Thanks to all colleagues who make it happen...

Had to work till 2am even 3am... last night was the worst... stayed till 530am... haha... slept at 7am... tired... but was fun... been so busi till didnt even done up my pedicure... no polish on it yet... too tired and lazi to groom myself... not even a haircut... haha...

Goin Bintan tml... haha... at least a short break... i m so tired...

2010-02-07T00:26:00.002+08:00

This will be my first year celebrating CNY elsewhere... We will be leaving to Bintan on the 1st day of CNY... get away from all the stress... i realli need a break...

Things are getting a bit out of hand... me getting very stressed up... tears anytime jus roll down... work... relationship... i cant handle all anymore... no one i can tok to at all... to tell my upsettness... hav to always put on a strong front to show others... tired of all this... y do i always tink of others first b4 myself... and never get appreciated...

Anyway... goin Bintan for 4 days then on the 9th day goin over to Genting for golf... HAHA!!! My Fav besides Scuba!!! haha... Hopefully i will b able to enjoy myself to the fullest... then back to Sin to "FIGHT" again!!!

2010-02-07T00:20:00.002+08:00

7 yrs of tolerance... its time to give up... no point being nice... nvr appreciated... give up... been working so hard but for nothing... love is all jus lie and acts...

2010-01-19T01:59:00.002+08:00

Been very busi with my shop these few weeks... tired & busi... busi doing advertising & marketing for my shop... now got new partners in to assists...

Getting new partners in to assists sounds lesser workload but it is now doubly my workload then last time... and the stress is even more... fighting for sales now... getting more staffs in to help... one prob solve another comes... cnt i rest for a while...

This is the first year i wont b in Singapore for CNY!!! Happy & Excited... thou its oni to a nearby island but i m so excited... our whole family will b goin to bintan for CNY... too tired to stay in Singapore... dun feel like facing frens... tired of putting a mask infront of everyone faking a smile, a lie telling ppl how happy i m... nobody understands the kind of stress we are facing... oni my family & relatives understands... thanks for them always by my side helping me...

This year i m so happy... happy for the trips but sad that i m not spending enuff time with my family & relatives... for CNY Day 1-Day4 our family of 4 are goin to bintan... then CNY day 9 hubby & me going to genting with Jay & family... we are goin for golf!!! YEAH!!!

Toking abt golf... hubby wana get a new iron set... hopefully i can make his wish come true soon... i am oso yearning to change my set... hehe... i have a good driver now... callaway driver for mens... hubby dun like so past it to me and i love it... now wanna get a new putter & a callaway wedge... hehe... arrgghh... soon... soon...

2010-01-07T20:22:00.002+08:00

Busi and Busier and even Much More Busier!!! Will update when i really have the time... But its fun to do it together with my partners now!!!

Dear frens!!! Visit and for more discounts that is goin on there!!! Call for appointments now!!!

2009-11-28T02:29:00.002+08:00

Bad bad day... today is our 7th year anniversary when we first met... and our 4th year anniversary for our rom... but we didnt have any celebration... yes i m on chicken pox... but guess wat... not even a "happy anniversary" or "love u"...

It seems like 70 years... but i guess 70 years old couple will still say "love u" to each other... we are not toking to each other oso... wat is this... tired...

He did something on him which i dun like... and had mentioned to him before... but guess to him is nothing... since his family is not saying anything who m i to say... and he didnt even bother to tell me anything... till now... haha... wat the shit...

I'm so tired... been trying so hard for all this to keep it goin... y m i the oni 1 doing it... so many things in my head... i realli got to let it go slowly... if there is response back i dun mind doin it... as in putting in effort...

I had been putting so much effort... lost all my energy already... all my love had been given away and no love input... all drained off... aarrggghhh!!!

Give in to him... did all my best to make him happy... but nothing back from him... i dun expect anything but even little things like holding hands also dun have... haha... wat is this...

Since things had gone this way... i leave it as it is... since he is not moving then i shall take my stand...

Chicken pox faster heal i need a break... i need to rest... i need a holiday... hmm... since my bkk trip gone... so now i planning another alone... haiz... wat to do...

Perhaps jus a short getaway... hmm... perhaps same island again... since its so convenient... haha... bintan!!!

Got to end here... tired... tired with so much things in mind...

2009-11-22T02:19:00.002+08:00

How can anyone be so suay like me... had mentioned earlier in my previous post lil javier having chicken pox... so its his 2nd week and last wed is his last day... which means totally healed... guess what lil jacob contracted it... and when i woke up i had spots on me... but mom says its not chicken pox cos i had it b4... but my 6th sense tells me it is and my 6th sense is always very accurate...

So my trip to bkk if i had mentioned earlier in my previous post its on 20th nov which is fri... 2 days after lil jacob contracted chicken pox which is oso 2 days after i spotted my spots... went facial on thu and jasey was nice... she knew i was seriously weak for the past 2 months and my skin getting very bad... so she brought me to the tcm at race course road she always visits... while waiting we went to had some noodles there... ah lam abalone noodles and abalone soup... hey MUS try... its affordable and very nice...

Okie back to the topic... since i was ther at the tcm i asked about my spots... she says most prob it is chicken pox... i had contracted b4 but she says doesnt mean wont contract a 2nd time... i was so afraid cos flight is the next day which is fri 12plus noon...

Rush back to imm to do the necessary groceries for mum for the next few days as i wont b home... and rush back to see western doc again... to double confirm... went to my family clinic and he also tells me the same thing... remembering my first time contracted chicken pox my doc oso tells me there may b a 2nd time... but i never tot of it at all... so family doc advise that i should go and visit him again early in the morn when he opens 830am... so if i really contracted it i can stay home...

Unwillingly went down and he give me a mc... haiz... damn it... my cousins luff at me on this... sad right... but they are jus kidding me lah... family doc tells me that there are cases that people contracted 3rd time... wwooo... then that person mus b damn suay... no choice but to forgo my trip... the sad thing is that this trip had been postponed since aug to sept to oct to nov... and now i cnt go... can b so unlucky that fri my trip and wed i contracted this...

Hubby went alone... i never been bkk yet... and he even booked cathay pacific and 4 stars hotel lor... but i dun have the chance to enjoy with him... so "lost form"... haiz... had been waiting for this trip for so long... its finally a getaway for me to relax and to get away from all the stress i m facing... but now its seems worst...

My plan now is to book another getaway soon... perhaps me alone cos hubby wont b free to join me liao... haiz... previous bintan trip i went alone now again... so shitty...

2009-11-10T16:40:00.003+08:00

Stressed up with work and family... stressed!!! lil javier having chicken pox... poor boy... lost so much weight...

Last week was at SMU tending my stall with bro fren (helpful guy)... was our 1st time doing flea market... and it was fun... trust there w b more to come...

Finally get to see darling grace and darling jess for drinking session... miss darling grace so much... didnt stay long cos was damn sick... damn shag... was sick for the past 2 weeks... duno why oso... was able to feel that my body was very weak... haiz... tired...

Got to rush off now... no time to spend... haiz... will prob have more to blog soon...

2009-10-27T20:23:00.002+08:00

i m bloggin in pacific coffee now... reason being i m waiting for khakis for drinking... and place to drink is jus next to wher i m bloggin nw... weird right... i could have wait there for her... and i should cos its where i always go alone... but its too pack tonight... they are having their 4th year anniversary... had receives their vip invites but i jus dun like to squeeze... so i waiting for another gal to reach and go in together... haha...

its not bad sitting alone at pacific coffee bloggin... listening to the songs i love... haha... jus a coincidence that they play these songs... i m listening to "more than this" by norah jones... i had been listening this all the while in my shop oni till recently i upload more songs then we had a change... but i m never tired listening to all these... nice relax comfortable... wwwooo~~~

yah... jus received her call sayin she's coming in 10mins... i tot i m late but i m not lor... its a 6-8pm event and i m here at 8... lol... and her... 845 i guess... hmm...

received grace darling msg saying she is not coming tonight... i miss her so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i m a bad mother this week... i hvnt seen my elder boy yest and today... lil jacob says he miss me so much... i miss him too... promised to bring him out on fri... to his sch concert as well as with his younger bro lil javier and aunty kelly to safra... called him jus now he complained nvr see him... i m bad... he asked me to go home stay with him aft work but i cnt... he miss mi so much... lil javier miss me too... he was following mi ard at home in the noon... when i was showerin he came to my door and keep knocking shouting for "mama"... i was so happy... he keep shouting to mi... and when he knows i m gg out soon... he carry my bag and wave bye to grandma and go right infront of grandma and gv her a flying kiss... but i didnt bring him out... he dun usually gv flying kiss by himself... needs us to keep pursuadin him... but he was so auto today... hehe... love them so much...

my promise to my 2 boys is to bring them out on fri to spend my time with them on tis weekend... sorry darlings...

prob miting kk tonight with yenn oso later in the nite... had told bro i m getting him a miniature set of absolute for him... all 10 or 12 bottles... wanted to gv him for his next year bday... 21st bday but still thinks gv now and plan for a better present next year for him... hope he likes it... i miss him too...

yah toking abt this... almost forgot that i promise dad that i w bring him to singtel tml to apply for a new mobile broadband for him... hehe... better rem if not he gets angry again... hehe...

guess i had been waiting for almost 15mins since she called and i m still bloggin... she is not here yet... bored... haiz...

2009-10-25T01:48:00.002+08:00

Had been busy with my promotions running online and to squeeze my brain juice for new ideas... so tiring... market had re-open after re-painting done... hopefully there will be more customers coming in...

Had ordered new batch of clothes in as well as t-shirts... WOW!!! Bags too!!!

Now had lesser time with my boys... both getting nottier... but still love them so much... miss them so much!!! they realli fight now... snatch toys... books... etc... haha... cant imagine weiwei fight with binbin... haha... w upload more pics soon!!!

2009-10-11T01:46:00.009+08:00

Let the pics do the toking... busi with so many things these past few weeks...

lil jacob doing his first mooncake

lil javier huggin his new fren

lil javier with his new fren

2009-09-27T01:24:00.002+08:00

Had a enjoyable week.... had received a call for a outdoor job for thu and fri... met the person who called me at hyatt on wed night with a team of people... its actually a project for commercial shooting for ION, the new shopping mall on Discovery Channel... Janet Hsieh was the female model and the male model is Evans... Quite nervous but was excited about the whole issue...

Had to reach hyatt to meet the team again with Janet for her makeup... I had prepared the night before the fake nails for her size and jus bring over to stick on her nails and polish... the first polish was gold colour... she is so friendly... She is a host on Discovery Channel "Fun Taiwan"... a American Born Chinese (born in Texas while both parents are Taiwanese) tall model cum host who is only a few years younger than me... she is so pretty, gorgeous and friendly... nice person to work with...

The team of stylist are so fun to be with... the fashion stylist, Furqan Saini, the hairstylist, Grego, the makeup artist, Ernest Lim (the person who called me up for the proj)... the are so fun... had met alot of nice people too... including Kim, the art director assistant, Dorothy, Discovery Channel staff... 2 young boys... the are so friendly...

Hope to hav more of all these projects again... its fun!!! photos will be upload soon... Wait for them k...

2009-09-02T01:20:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the long holiday for blogging... left it aside for quite some time... abit rusty liao... hehe... haha...

Jus some updates of these few weeks... had gone for bintan for a short holiday... 3 days 2 nights alone... went to mangrove swamp... went for spa... hmm... nothing much but was great having a short getaway alone...

Finally after so long since my last golf trip... went palm villa in msia on monday for a short game cos we started late... was so fun... went with hubby... ah beng... ong hai... ah liang... hehe... they are fun... hope to have the next trip soon...

Two little rascals are still so notti... hehe... little javier really loves little jacob alot... the younger loves the elder more...

One incident whereby lil jacob was not home and right after i bathe lil javier he ran out the room looking for his elder bro... goin around shouting "kor kor"...

Another was lil jacob was not home when i bring lil javier down for breakfast... so when we were back lil jacob ran out to see us and lil javier ran over to hug lil jacob... dun wan to let go... hehe... and he oni kisses lil jacob without any hesitation... hehe... cos when ask him to kiss us he will pause and think...

Now lil javier learning to tok... today when i leave home for work he ran to me shouting for me "ma ma" then pointing to his pram saying "na na" (take take) hehe... so reluctant to let me go without him...

Not much pics to upload here... all are actually loaded onto facebook... hehe... easier... so into facebook now... so convenient...

2009-08-22T15:34:00.002+08:00

WOW... been such a long time since i last blog... hmm... nothing interesting happens these days... jus keep singing and singing... haha...

Oh yah... finally i went for rebonding... too lazy to blow my hair esp at night when i go out... hehe...

2009-08-07T03:45:00.002+08:00

Had a very tiring night... tired mainly not cos the event we hold tonight at our salon... its prob due to all the things that are in my mind... alot of things to settle all running ard in my mind...

I need someone to lend me a shoulder to rest... can anyone help???

2009-08-05T00:15:00.006+08:00

I cut my hair again... shorter and shorter... and loving it so much... haha... told james got to plan for the next thing to do to my hair liao... hehe... yc oso luffing at me... lol...

Had a great night with my girls yest... went to plus for ktv-ing... then down to mono... haha... and guess wat... my second time wear so jialiat to st james... cos its non planned... so i simply wore shorts and a black knitted top... and i saw my name on one of their room... hehe... last week was not so bad... i wore shorts and a low bare back top... hehe... but both i was on flats...

I m missing my other 2 darlings... eff and lay see... been so long never mit them for dinner... hehe... haiz... busi busi busi for them...

Hope to hav another night out again... some pics to show...

2009-08-03T01:33:00.003+08:00

Some pics from yenn's dearie bday... had a fun night at toca me... her mum was there too... hehe... her sis and sally... and also henry... straight aft that except for her sis we went down to st james movida...

2009-07-31T11:54:00.001+08:00

Yeah!!! Our shop Nail Hut is featured in Urban Section in Straits Times!!! Go grab a copy now!!!

Tonight yenn dear celebrating her bday at taco me... cfm drink till seh... haha...

2009-07-28T02:15:00.004+08:00

Some new pics from lil javier lil bday celebration... and pics of annabelle and 2 boys...

Brougth lil javier home for a lil bday celebration... didnt want to do a big celebration for him cos every year aft my 21st bday been collecting ang baos so this year we jus make it a small one... had a kaya cake something diff... cake bought by his aunt...

Night time we went to chamber 82 for qi's bday celebration... his bday falls on the same day as lil javier and cos of this he take javier as his godson... hehe... want to see his pic... go to my facebook album... hehe

Had steamboat again with 2 darlings and hubby on sunday then to harvey at millenia walk to buy things from tinghwa...

Mtg with grace darling and her lil annabelle today... the kids have so much fun together... both boys are so tired after the whole day fun without any nap in the aftnn...

Brought lil jacob for a movie at vivo... this is his 3rd movie... the first was 12 lotus, second was madgadesca 2 and ice age 3 today... and its a 3d movie... a very funny movie... worth it... the 3d effect was fantastic... hehe... bought him the wizard combo for $12... consists of a wizard pot for popcorns and a wizard hat bottle for coke... hehe...

Went for supper aft that... darling so tired... both darlings have so much fun... lil annabelle is so cute too... now planning for the next outing again soon... hehe...

2009-07-24T00:02:00.005+08:00

I put in all my effort... done wat i need... give in all... but he never bothers or appreciate... since u dun want to love me... y bothers?

It needs 2 hands to clap... i've been clapping and holdin on... but my hands are tired... there is no sound having oni my hands to clap...

I realli duno wat else i can do... but i m grateful for u to give me my two darlings... the rest i need time to settle down and let go... its hard... but wat can i do... sometimes it realli hurts to b handling all this... i need hubby's love... wat is the point of having u but not ur love and concern...

2009-07-23T19:58:00.005+08:00

What is marriage? I duno... but for me is just a paper to tell others that we can have kids officially... without others toking behind us about being single-mother or single-father... or we didnt anyhow slp ard...

What is a marriage when ther is no care and concern for the other party?

What is a marriage when ther is no mutual respect for the other party?

What is marriage when ther is no time for the other party?

What is marriage when one party doesnt noe wher is the other party at all even aft work, even late at night?

What is marriage when one party doesnt even call or msg the whole day till night time or even days?

What is marriage when they dun go out for days or months alone? not even dinner?

What is marriage when they dun hold hands for months?

What is marriage when they dun make love for months?

What is marriage when they dun tok or even no topic for months?

What is marriage when they dun share tots for months?

What is marriage when onli one party takin care of the kids most of the time??? even when they
are sick???

What is marriage when one party oni gives time to his own stuffs, frens and own family not even kids?

What is marriage when oni one party gives in to another?

What is a marriage when one nvrs notice the other at all of all the changes?

What is a marriage when one doesnt get praise with anything at all from the other... while she got good praises on her work from others outside?

What is a marriage when she had already give in to accomodate his family? and he doesnt even respect hers?

What is marriage when he says pregnant is not a "Wei Da" thing... thou others think it is?

Prob jus like i say marriage is jus a paper to be a prove that we didnt slp ard to have kids... and he is the official father and me the official mother...

Sometimes i wonder if i hav a husband? haha? i realli duno... i need ppl to b ther when i m sick but nvr would b... i have to b ther for myself... see doc myself... been years...

When i m pregnant i have to go checkups myself... Probs i face i got to settle myself... I really envy my frens... they can have time with hubby... they can share with them... they celebrate anniversary, valentines day, bdays... me? nothing... but even i dun complain i m still nvr the good one to him...

But wat more can i ask? nothing... cos its never ther for me... no matter how strong i m or independent i m i still want to have a shoulder ther for me to lean on to rest for prob jus that small while... but nope... i never have it... its been like that since we started to b together... i was taught to b independent... cnt rely him for anything... wat to do???

I duno what is love from hubby? i duno what is the feeling of being loved... can someone tell me???

2009-07-23T00:16:00.003+08:00

i cut my hair short!!! Been years i nvr cut short hair... nw its shoulder length... wanted to do it even shorter... bob... but i m "famous" for my laziness... cos of that i will b lazi to blow dry my hair... so in the end i choose to keep it at this length... hehe...

This is my 2nd visit to the salon this mth (not even end of the mth)... beginning of the mth suppose to do treatment but i went for colouring instead... forgotten to take pic for that colouring... was a nice colour... dark purple with reddish and brownish... love that colour...

And today went for treatment and decided to cut my hair... tot abt cutting for a long time liao... but was indecisive... every mth went for treatment at least twice a mth doesnt help my hair ends... so angry... thus cutting off will brighten my days... hopefully i guess...

I am popular for messing my hair when my moods is down... either to cut, colour or treatment... last time i used to cut everytime my mood is down... but now at least better... hehe... if not it will always b super short... hehe...

James never fails making me feel good... i love the style he always create for me... thou its simple but i love it... now gotta plan my next hair style... or colour... hehe...

2009-07-22T01:31:00.001+08:00

If i have a chance to choose i will want to jus b myself...

2009-07-18T14:22:00.001+08:00

2009-07-13T14:13:00.004+08:00

Very fast... very soon lil javier bday coming soon... 1 year old already... thinking back last year he was still such a cute lil bb in my arms... now he's running around already...

Brought them to east coast on sunday... rode twin bicycle with hubby with lil javier infront and lil jacob behind... they enjoy so much... didnt manage to take much pics though... hubby brought them to the sea to play with the water... surprisingly lil javier who loves water so much is so afraid of the waves... hehe... he was first happily playing then crying after the waves hit him... hehe... took some pics of them playing in by the beach...

Lil javier very smart too... last night hubby wanted to go and park his car downstairs... lil javier hide in my legs and slowly without anyone notice slowly walked over the coffee table and take his bag... walk over to his daddy at the gate pulling his leg... wanted hubby to bring him out... hehe... he had a lil bag that he will carry with his diapers in it... and whenever anyone leave the house he will carry his bag and go... such a happy scene... not only that... now he dances to any songs he hear... he will clap, dance and sing... when ppl say good boy he will clap his hands for himself... hehe...

Having a severe headache today... not sure why... but today seems like got lots of things to clear... haiz... unable to manage all... got to rush now...

2009-07-02T02:04:00.002+08:00

Wow!!! When was the last time i last blogged??? Seems so busy... really busi with kids... busi with work... busi with watching dramas... haha... really stucked watching dramas... heart of the greed... haha... very nice show... both the 1st and the 2nd... alot of touching scenes... keep cryin throughout the whole drama... from the 1st episode to the last... cant take it... haha...

Will upload new pics soon... seems like keep saying but never do... hehe...

2009-06-14T00:37:00.003+08:00

Days had been difficult these few days... been trying so hard to get over all my probs... still trying my best to stay happy and at least get all these probs off my mind for the moment...

I had my eyelashes extended last week... hehe... its not easy for me to maintain them for long cos frens who noe me i am not a gentle person... i always rub my eyes... but lucky i have yenn in shop to help... she does eyelash extension, eyebrow trimming, face, body waxing, brazilian waxing... hehe... she is very good in doing extension... hehe... simply love my extension... and now i am picking up my skills from here... its never easy to do it... i got to really practice hard... realli hard cos i m goin to do for yenn... hehe...

She is from strip... trainer at browhaus... hehe... she used to do makeup for production house... was with liang jia ban (jack neo)... won award from canon competition... best special effect makeup... hehe...

She is a fun gal too... we went clubbing together... yah... she is a dancer too... her dancing is simply wonderful... hehe... when she work she dun makeup... simple attire... but after work to clubs she is so wild!!! haha... its fun having her in the shop and clubs...

I have to master the skills for eyelash extension... to do it for her... hehe... i also want to add more services to our shop... hehe... work hand in hand together...

Some pics for my 2 darlings stolen from girl's blog... pics we took on monday at vivo... hehe...

2009-06-03T02:13:00.006+08:00

So many things happened this few months... weeks... i am v v tired... tired with relationship... but at least i get my family support... finally they understand and know my situation... i feel so warmth... but it still hurts alot in me... i am trying hard to let go... trying hard to get over it... its tough... i realli hope everything can go back to last time... i can onli dream... now its onli to shower all my love to my 2 little darlings and my family...

Yah... speaking about my 2 darlings... weiwei can walk already... he's onli 10mths old lor... haha... so happy... learning things veri fast... veri clever boy... hehe... binbin oso veri clever... learning eng by himself... he pick up eng from sch and can reply to me in eng... hehe...

I am so happy... my cousin bought me 3 bags from Germany... hehe... LV Eva Clutch... LV Speedy 35... Gucci Pink Crystal Tote... hehe... Love all of them... Thanks alot Bro!!!

2009-05-26T14:36:00.005+08:00

Life is so unfair... hubby's cousin is now waiting at his sick bed... counting days... he is suffering from stomach cancer 3 years back... doc mentioned to him if within 3 years aft his recovery the cancer cells didnt attack back he will be safe... but he was unlucky the cancer cells came back a few months before his 3 years term...

Rem he used to be plump... and always luffing... cheerful person... a very nice and helpful guy... but now he is a total change... he is only 38kg now... and lying on the hospital bed on drip... the cancer cells hit him back during CNY... when we went to visit him he is as skinny as a skeleton... even my family members feel so sad for him...

This time round heard he cnt take anymore solid food... whatever he takes in he will vomit out... cos of indigestion... so onli on drip... cnt do operation as he is too skinny... so doc says the onli way is to wait... his best fren visited him and told me he is very negative on his own condition... he as a brave person strong person always keep things to himself as to avoid anyone else to wori abt him... but this time round he ask his best fren to inform their classmates and mj khakis...

He had a v supportive wife... very strong also... they are married less than half a yr and he contracted cancer... and she being a v cheerful person... stay by his side looking aft him all the way... till now she is still there to help him... when we see her she still smile at us... never fails to put on a smile on her face... but we can feel she is v v tired... she is v v haggard...

I am goin to visit him lata in the evening... and mum and bro will be visiting him on monday...

2009-05-07T13:30:00.003+08:00

We always have frens in our life... close frens... platonic frens... "hi-bye" frens... frens who come in and leave footprints and left... As for me... I dun hav much frens... more on the "hi-bye" frens kinds... believe till now oni 2 ex-colleagues and 1 gf as i shld say close frens to me but good frens to them... platonic frens... hmm... guess not much too... used to hav but guys are funni they left when u r married or hav kids... or mayb it oni happens to me...

I always had tot abt it on frens... y i dun hav much close frens... perhaps cos our characters doesnt match... i guess so... i m more to those straight-forward kinds... and when i hav fun i really go all the way... i do chill but gfs dun chill as much as me... moreover they are all attached... weird... its not as if we go and look for guys but jus chill and relax... hmm...

Another reason is prob cos i didnt contact them... reason being not contacting them is not that i m lazi or forgotten about them... its cos when i call or ask them out for coffee or whatever they are always busy... and i find myself irritating... i m like disturbing their lifestyle... sometimes to me i guess mayb they jus want to avoid me or they are too busy... that is y i dun call them... but if they ever call me up i will always be there for them... regardless of goin out or chit-chatting... cos they are all impt to me...

I dun usually tell others my probs... i dun like ppl to worry abt it... or mayb not worry but jus tot i dun have to tell others as they hav their own probs oso... y want to complain to others when i shld lend my ear to their probs... i do tell a few but realli depends on the situation... even my family they duno much abt my probs... i will jus live with it and find ways to get over them...

I seldom go shoppin oso... Oni when i need something urgently then i will jus go and grab it and leave... boring ger right... i prefer to eat, drink and tok... i dun oni drink alcoholic drinks... oso coffee but veri hard to get frens who will do the same things...

I wanna go for golf too... but no gfs play golf... so no same hobby... haha... I do want to have close frens but whre are they... haha...

In life realli cnt depend on anyone... on love or any other things... for me i guess i cnt depend on my husband too... norm gers they find the right guy they will depend on them for love for anything... but its diff for me... i prob would have to b independant to live myself as i m never being pampered like a lady b4... haha... b it its my husband or anyone else... even i m pregnant i have to learn to take care myself... everyone sees me as a lucky ger with 2 kids and a loving husband who give me a shop... but nobody noes the story behind... y bother to tell oso... haha... i jus have to learn to take things on the easy side... learn to tolerate which i had been doin for years... when w i burst??? hmm... even i burst i will oni burst when i m alone... cn never find someone who will let me b myself... no one can ever lend me a shoulder to cry or hug... stress... but who noes...

Now the most impt ppl to me will b my 2 darlings... and my family... and myself... got to stand by myself... it does hurts when u see ppl wif husband loving them giving them the love they shld hav... and for me i jus hav to love myself cos he will never giv me those things... frens... never expect much from them oso...

2009-04-24T00:16:00.002+08:00

Didnt noe my iq can be that high... haha

2009-04-15T01:46:00.003+08:00

Did a change on my nails again... had been changin and changin... fun fun fun... fun doing acrylic... love the *bling* *bling*... hehe... getting alot alot better with doin them... so happy when i am able to do it on myself... abit tough getting to do my left with my right... but now better in control... hehe... will post more pics everytime i am done with my new design...

Days been bad... alot of things happened... ppl upset with me too... but i guess i will let it b cos it will be better for them to get angry with me then someone else... now i should concentrate on my career... want to earn alot alot alot alot of money... wanna go holidays!!! But guess its probably by myself... not able to bring the 2 darlings cos they are too young and i am gg alone... so many places that i wanna go... vietnam... taiwan... hongkong... australia... new zealand... bali... aaarrrgghhhh!!!!!!!

I need a break alone to go thru all my thinkings... but i will miss my 2 darlings so much... humph...

2009-04-03T15:07:00.001+08:00

Very true on the test...

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2009-03-19T08:40:00.003+08:00

Had a call early in the morn at 6am... missed the first but came the next right away... saw the number and had guess it happened...

My grandma had passed away in the nursing home... had very bad relation with her and my grandpa ever since i was young with my family... its an issue that no one will ever understands unless they are in our shoes... they had moved to the nursing home after my first darling came to the world... not chasing them away but seems better for them as the care there will be more for them...

Grandma had been in the nursing home later than grandpa... that makes her leave our house for about 2 years while grandpa 3 years... ever since her last fall at home she is already not in her right mind... not that she is crazy but just more to a vegetable lying on the bed all day... sometimes u dun even noe if she noes u or duno u... jus lying there awake but mind gone... she is able to see but jus not able to move at all... like an de-flated doll lying there... even if she drops her arm off the bed it will jus left dangling there unless someone picks up for her...

Sad to see her in this manner... cos its much too cruel for her... yes that its prob her punishment from God... but its dragging her too long... finally God takes her away... its a relief for her and us... Mom had been running around for the two of them... which grandpa used to be at CCK and grandma at Changi... then mths back grandpa moved to Hougang (Mental Hospital... but its the Ren Ci nursing home in there)... but still its tedious cos so far away from our place...

Not only the distance that is a prob... even the cost... staying in nursing home doesnt comes cheap... thou govt grant is avail but they doesnt help much... staying in there and the needs they required... the diapers cost us alot too... and for them to admit hospital its almost like a second home for them... almost 3 times or more per month... the ambulance fees...

Thou i hate them alot... but seeing them being tortured with their illness makes me sad for them too... now its more to pity them then hating them... the call came to me is no surprise to me... i tot i will not shed a tear at all... but i did... but its a relief for her... no funerals for her and we will not mention to our relatives... saves all the trouble... they have no children too... guess its jus our family tradition of keeping the unhappiness or trouble to ourselves...

May grandma be happy in her own world now... happy to finally get away from her pain... i will miss her thou i hate her... cos guess her sufferings from God have makes us lessen our hates...

"Grandma... i m sorry tat for the request i m asking for but guess u will understand y i asked for it... may u take grandpa with you soon too... he is suffering too much... pls let him rest peacefully and enjoy with you in your world..."

The love between my grandparents are very strong... being separated for three years is also a hard thing for them... but we got no choice as no nursing home will be able to take both of them in together... now jus hope my grandpa will get to see my grandma soon... God let him go... its painful for him to suffer for so long...

2009-03-18T14:42:00.011+08:00

Been lazy and busy to blog for the past 1 mth... now oso rushing out... upload the some pics to satisfy the needs of readers...

Had been busy with making breakfast and dinner for my family... simply love cooking... love the sight of them when they eat... trying and learning new dishes for them... hehe...

Had been crazy about reading these days... been reading twilight saga... addicited to the novel... imagine not sleeping and reading throughout... took me 5days to finish all 4 books... crazy... been buying alot of books to occupy my time too... hehe... crazy... but its better than to waste my time away which will lead me to thinking to the wrong things again... haha...

Brought my dears to Disney on Ice... Princesses... last monday... hehe... was a very nice show... the performers skate so well... the princesses so pretty... darlings so happy to watch them...

2009-02-04T15:50:00.003+08:00

Been tired... not enuff slp... been so excited with my ipod touch... haha... bought myself 2 sets of mini mahjong set... haha... came with a foldable table too... its about our thumb size... w upload all the pics soon... sorry... understand its v boring to read without pics... bear with me for some time... hehe...

I am so happy to see my boys once i'm home... so cute... love them so much... now i will dedicate all my love to them and my family...

2009-01-30T11:56:00.003+08:00

Been busy for past 2 weeks... busy with my shop... super packed with cust... imagine i can even work till 130am, 3am... tired... but was fun... seeing cust goin out with a happy face makes me so happy... hehe...

Such a tiring new year... no mood lor... i even slept till 330pm on the second day of new year... haha... cos the few weeks before new year i didnt have enuff slp at all... sometimes never slp at all... been busy visiting relatives... haiz... i wanna play mj lor... no khakis leh... or i should say i cant play till too late cos of my boys... haha... dun care... once a while during new year mus relaz...

2009-01-07T16:44:00.002+08:00

Went zoo with darlings and ah gu's family... had so much fun... but was v tiring... hehe... will upload the pics soon...

Been too busi with shop stuff that got no time or i shld say no mood to blog... my mind is totally blank thou i got so much things wana share... haiz... had alot of new nice clothes in and also new colours for our nail polish... busi busi...

Neglected my darlings these few days... sorry... mummy miss you all so much...

2008-12-27T23:33:00.006+08:00

Went to eff's wedding on xmas eve... food was not bad... met my ex-colleagues... miss them so much... saw laysee... cynthia... melvyn... and also hwee ying who used to be my ex -partner from another company... so happy to see melvyn too... been so long since our last meeting... had few glasses of wine on that night... fun... so happy to see eff marching out with her hubby... and we were saying finally... hehe... so touched...

Went for a movie with hubby after the wedding... we went to great world city and watched twilight... a boring movie... the fightings are good but its a romance movie... thought it will be at least some scary part... nope... hubby who loves to watch ghosts, vampires, zombies movies, slept... hehe...

Brought the 2 boys to imm on xmas day... figure out nowhere to go cos its rather late already... went to ichiban for dinner... binbin's fav food... sushi... then brought him to do window art which is also he's fav... guess wat... he did sand art for the first time... I bought myself a watch again... FCUK watch... simple and nice hehe... end our night early... home sweet home at 9pm...

Though yest was our 3rd year wedding anniversary... we didnt spend much time goin anywhere... too busy with work so we went jp for dinner... hubby and me bought the same hp... samsung f480... hehe... i bought the pink and he bought the silver... so happy...

Went to sign up for amore fitness too... hubby pay for me... hehe... yah... got to force myself to exercise... but i feel so bad... cos i m supposed to go bugis amore for a trial lesson with sarah and audrey... but cos too tempted and i cnt make it on sunday... i am so sorry...

Had our dinner at red lacquer, perankan cuisine... not nice... too sweet... service poor... again we went movie after dinner... watched bedtime stories... not too bad... very funny... hehe... nice... had a walk in the 24hrs ntuc at the new link of jurong point... bought alot of things... bb milk powder... diapers... etc... so tired... but i enjoy alot... thanks hubby... though its such a simple dinner but its having you with me that matters...

"Effany & Us"

"Sweet Souvenir"

"Hubby"

"My Best Ex-Collegues"

"The Gals"

"Cynthia, Me, Effany, LaySee, HweeYing"

"Hubby helping BinBin with his sand art"

"BinBin helping himself with the sand"

2008-12-24T03:16:00.003+08:00

Hi Hi!!! Went to Jurong Point again with them... hehe... bought myself a CheChe watch and a pen... Bling Bling**... hehe... supposed to buy myself a dress and have dinner with them... but in the end i bought so much things... had bought keychains too... but lazi to upload them...

CheChe is the second watch of this month that i had bought... i should say this week... haha... had bought an adidas watch last sunday... haiz...spend so much... both watch cost $300plus... now aiming on another watch... hehe... how to save money to buy camera??? die liao lah...

Had dinner at swensens... so full... i took only soup, drink, some fries and ice-cream... cant finish my ice-cream and drink... so full... so fattening... didnt manage to have enuff slp this few days... lasted abt 2 weeks... got to force myself to slp early...

Goin to amore fittness with sarah and audrey this sunday... hope nothings jam up... got to work out more... haha

Tml will be Effany's wedding day... i shld say another few hours... hehe... Congrats to her!!! so happy... finally after so long... now waiting for her to make baby... hehe...

So sad that i cant be here sister in the morn... weiwei still sick... binbin feels pain in his head... haiz.. got to bring him see doc tml... didnt mention in my previous post he had a fall which hits the back of his head and its bleeding... sob... sob...

Got to end now... very late liao... will update more tml aft eff's wedding... and also MERRY X'MAS!!! in case i didnt do my updates tml nite... hehe...

"My New Watch"

"My New Pen"

"Staffs of Nail Hut"

"Me"

"Huyen"

"Jing"

2008-12-22T15:21:00.003+08:00

Had a nice evening at Felicia's wedding on Sat, Pan Pacific... the food was good... 8out of 10 compared to the other hotel's banquet food... but the service was way too good... we had told the waitress we want to serve ourselves but she insists to help us... but perhaps they are "forced" to serve us thou we say no... other than that food was fabulous and the ambience there was good... Felicia look so pretty in her gown... so happy for her... her husband so loving towards her... hehe...

This should be the first time hubby so willing to take pic with me... cos norm he dun like to take pic... feel paiseh... hehe...

Went to Link THM for their warehouse sales last sat as well as sun... spent 1k plus... haha... imagine sales can spend till so much... had went on sat to get 2 adidas top and 2 bags... sunday my family went with us... dad so nice ask mum to choose her bag... bought 2 bags and a wallet for her... bro got an adidas watch... binbin had an adidas watch too... bro bought it for him... i bought a pair of running shoes... so many things...

Went for tim sum near there... nice food... but a bit x... but not as x as the dinner we had with my family-in-laws at blk 132 bb, the teochew restaurant... spend $175 for a simple dinner... we had brought our own fish and sotong and they charged us $50 for the cooking and ingredients... guess wat... we ordered a pot of tea but they charged by glasses... reason being if there are less than 5 pax sharing the pot they calculate by per pot... but more than 4 they charge by glasses... they didnt mention to us at all... aft paying at the end of the dinner we requested for a wet tissue to wipe prince javier as he vomitted again and they want to charged us $0.30 for it... rubbish... guess can only eat the fish porrige there... haha...

Didnt manage to catch enuff slp last night... prince javier was sick... vomitted after every feeding and having diarrohea... heartpain seeing him like that... lost so much weight these 2 days... sad... brought him to see a doc in the morn... hope he gets well soon... miss his laughter...

"Hubby & Me"

"Hubby & Me"

"Hubby, Me & Pretty Bride, Felicia"

"Merry X'mas!!!"

"The Gals"

2008-12-19T23:57:00.003+08:00

Weather: Gloomy

End my day early this morning... haha... yah... i mean having my sleep only at this mornin 5am... removed my gel nails at 11pm... finally done removal by 130am... then had to do my left hand with my right at 130pm, completed at 3 and the other continues and end at 4am... then feed weiwei with milk and finish all my things at 5am... will force myself to rest my mind earlier today...

Had a busy day today at shop... Felicia had arranged all her sisters for her wedding to have manicure and pedicure at shop earlier on... whole stretch of gers down my appt... and also walk-in customers... busy... but was fun...

LaySee came in ard 730pm... get a pedi pkg and had her pedi done... we went straight to JP for dinner... went to New York New York... cant finish our food... the main course was not too bad but the appetitiser fails... cant finish our food in the end... suprise us too... the portion was too big for us to finish... had only 2 pics to upload...

2008-12-18T00:53:00.007+08:00

Went out with bro's gf and mum to town today... so hectic... haha... went to delphi to get my things... then in the lift my slippers actually came out... haiz... got to take a cab to wisma to but a new pair... haha...

Borrowed a pair of slippers from Grace at her shop... hehe... luckily she's there... then went to had our lunch at ding tai fung... and went to bought my shoes... bought them at pazzion... nice but a bit ex... supposed to get 1 pair but in the end 2 pairs... hehe... never had the time to upload the pic... bit lazy too... haha...

Went to baker's inn for cake... haha... guess how much we ate the whole day... fats!!! haha...

Meiling went to my shop... had her nails done... had done nail hut for her hands and feet... full set... very nice... spend so much... had asked her to take pkg cos its cheaper... but she still had package elsewhere... no time to go over... cos wedding dinner on sat and also very long never support me paiseh... haha... thanks ger... but dun waste your money... go over to finish your package first... hehe...

Had to arrange a outing with meiling to bring the kids out with our hubby... hehe... so happy... ah gu told meiling he saw me taking 2b bb out shopping... so wei da... haha... so independent... cos meiling dun bring rachel out herself... feel so happy when ppl praise me... actually its not easy bringing 2 darlings out by myself...

Fri will be very busy... felicia had arranged all her sisters to come over for mani and pedi... and laysee will be coming too... Busy Busy... but its a good thing...

Sat felicia's wedding... xmas eve effany's wedding... new years' eve effany's bday... wah!!!B broke liao... hehe...

I asked binbin if he still wan any siblings and he actually replied he wan a sister... he got brother liao... now wan sister... i told him another brother then sister and he agrees... will work hard save more then plan for another 2 more bb... hehe...

I wanna buy new camera!!!

"US!!!"

"mum, me and two princes!!!"

"Esther with mummy and two princes"

"Me with my 2 princes"

"They are so happy!!!"

2008-12-18T00:11:00.007+08:00

Went to JP on sunday with my two darlings... brought binbin to decorate his cake... hehe... so fun...

Weiwei loves to play with the lion head that we had... while we were our dinner... hubby put weiwei looking at the lion head and he keep toking to it... hubby even wear on his head to play with him... he loves it so much...

**Rem to on the volume when watching the video...**

"Daddy playing with WeiWei!!!"

"WeiWei enjoying with his lion head, he can find his way to see things from the hole!!!"

"BinBin waiting exciting-ly for his cake!!!"

"BinBin learnin to decorate his cake!!!"

"Having fun with our cake!!!"

"Concentrating with our cake decoration!!!"

2008-12-14T13:58:00.002+08:00

Went dinner with my 2 staffs aft work last night... been fun... JP so busy with so many shoppers... spend alot there too... cant update much as my two little boys are disturbing me now... will update more soon...

Yah... lata i m bringin the boys to JP again... find kelly and also to bring binbin do cake deco... hehe... interesting right...

"Our Dinner!!!"

"Having Dinner @ LaiLai!"

"Its Us"

2008-12-11T20:59:00.002+08:00

I wanna have another bb ah... haha... but cant do it now... too stressful for my family... haha... they love kids but jus that too tired taking care of the two notti little boys... haha...

Got so many things to stress with... life is not as smooth as i tot it will be... got to be strong and independent...

Love my two darlings so much... Miss them so much!!!

2008-12-03T16:00:00.002+08:00

Went to Qin's bb full month last sunday... so cute... its a little cute bb girl... nice name too... giselle... didnt have time for shopping... brought them back to play... uploaded a video of weiwei playing with his binbin's bungee jump... hehe...

"The Kang Family!!!"

2008-11-27T23:53:00.003+08:00

It was a fun game at M'sia, Palm Resort... but i didnt play well though... now will focus more on my golf skills...

Jus received a news from my good fren... she's pregnant again... so happy for her... her elder baby is 10mths old now... and now she is already 5mths pregnant... that means she was pregnant when elder son was only 5mths old... haha... so good!!! i wish i m pregnant now also...

Had win a bit of 4d on wed... binbin ask me to buy numbers and told me to buy how much... he had actually said 15big roll... but i bought 15big ibet instead... and guess wat... if i had listened to him i would had win 7000++... now only 600+... better than nothing but sad lor... cos if that number didnt open i would had lost 200+... haiz... but at least a bit lucky lor... thanks to my darling binbin...

Heard from mom binbin and weiwei bday open toto... 09 and 25... haiz... never buy if not win abit again... sad...

Had spent about an hour with my 2 darlings and hubby... had so much fun playing with them... we were home late... but lucky they are still awake... so manage to spend an hour with them... today is also our anniversary... we been together for 6yrs liao... and its our 3rd yr anniversary for our rom... hehe... but we didnt had time to spend together... tml he will be goin to batam for golf game again... haiz... i cnt go with them... cos they already had enuff ppl...

"Happy!!!"

"Happy Family!!!"

"The Kang Family!!!"

2008-11-24T12:44:00.002+08:00

Went to JCC Exec Course on fri with hubby and Alvin, Guess who is with us... BinBin... hehe... this is the first time he is with us on the green... he brought his little club along... he had so much fun... alvin praised him too... good swing... only that he is too short for kids golf set... he had so much fun... running around and playing with his club... he even knows that he should put tee which he called "tutu" (in chinese is poke) hehe... he sweat all over even his cap was wet... haha...

Hubby and me decided that we will bring our kids to the green for family day in future... can play with them... practice with them... forgot to take pics... too busy seeing him having fun that i even forgot to take pics... he was running around calling alvin "uncle... wait for me... teach me..." instead of focusing on me... his eyes was all on BinBin...

Had swensens after our game... started the game at 1230 and ends at 5pm... but BinBin was still very active... cant take it for us... and right after our meal we head down to cdans... drivng range... and he was still running around and practicing with his club... so full of energy... and he is so good with alvin... he actually called him "lao shi" (Teacher) haha... running around looking for him... alvin gave him a yellow golf ball to keep... haha... he show it to my parents the first thing when he step into the house... hehe...

I will be goin to M'sia with hubby and alvin tml... too bad cant bring him in... perhaps next trip... hehe...

2008-11-23T10:33:00.003+08:00

So busy with Tee's wedding on Wed night to Thu night... went to Giant to buy things to sabo him... then meet them up in chalet after fetching her wife over... had a long chat with his wife and his mil... pretty nice mil... aft chattin with them manage to join hubby, lawrence and alan for a chat... alan was a funny chap... he will always bring laughter with his joke anytime anywhere... but he do have serious moments...

Had to help Tee tie his wedding car with flowers deco... doin it at 130am in the morn is crazy... i didnt help out much... jus the small deco by the door and on the car itself... guys did the main deco... surprisingly they did a good job... hehe... manage to be home by 2plus... feed weiwei with his milk then wash up... went to prepare the "breakfast" for the brothers... had prepare bread for them... haha... bread with chilli... bread with bitter gourd... bread with tomato sauce and lots of nutella... not forgetting their morn tea... haha... lots of sugar with lots of honey... white rice vinegar with lime and lemon... tasty sia... only manage to rest for an hour then by 4am... qing called and got to wake up and prepare to go over to the chalet...

Alan was so enthu... seems so hungry... he simply grab and eat with complaining... haha... wat a good brother... another brother came late oso... and simply just grab the bitter gourd and eat... but halfway eating alan play cheat... photographer went out to take pic and alan took this chance to force through the door... haha... 4 gals try to push him out but he was too strong for us to push off... hehe... but they didnt climb up the stairs lah... aft eating and drinking... mus exercise... hubby came late so he escape the "breakfast" part... he only help to blow balloon till it explode... Tee was told to wear the underwear we bought and to run 5 rounds around the swimming pool but his wife feel heartpain so only 2 rounds... hehe... then while he walk up the stairs to fetch his wife he had to say y he like his wife y he love his wife y he wants to marry his wife... haha... but he simply anyhow say... very obvious he is too tired... but it was fun...

Aft playing we went straight to Tee's parents home... had our breakfast there... rest a while and went up to chinese garden for photoshooting... alan is like the co-ordinator... haha... he even give ideas to the photographer how to take pic... haha... he's noisy but he is really a nice guy... helping Tee all around... It was too hot... Tee's wife, Kelly cannot take it anymore... so we went back to rest instead... the funny thing is that the photographer did not take pic for us with the couple... simply jus the couple alone... funny... we slept when we were on the way back to Tee's parents' home... Very tired... didnt stay for the tea toasting ceromony...

Wanted to sleep but the 2 little boys dont allow... haiz... by 430pm... i got to wash up and rush down to the restaurant to help... the dinner was ok... but busy... didnt manage to eat much though... aft the second dish we bring her to change then went up stage to do the toasting... aft toasting I got to help out with her gown while she go table to table... and also before that got to take care of the 2 boys... haiz... everything ends ard 1130pm... reach home late also... but it was fun... so happy to see Tee happily married with Kelly... pics will be upload once i receive from them...

2008-11-17T16:42:00.001+08:00

Promise next time the video will be in the correct position to view... haha

2008-11-17T14:46:00.008+08:00

Things got better between us... we had a long day with our darlings yest... brought them to bugis buy god things for hubby's home... then to far east shopping center to look for hubby's utility golf club... prince jacob was so excited but he is too young for those golf clubs... the smallest ones is for age 5 and above... thus till now only 1 club for him... haha... prince javier was so talkative... very noisy throughout... he didnt cry but was talking and screaming all the way... haha...

After searching for hubby's utility golf club... he is still not able to find one that he like... we met up with dechao, his daughter & junqi at turf city for dinner and suppose to view the wish that hubby wanted... but guess we took too long to take dinner... haha... close shop liao...

Since nowhere to head to after turf city... we brought prince jacob to change and take his club to cdans for a short practice... wah... he very very proud sia... haha... but at least for now he rem how to hold his club and the swing was good... hmm... need to use more strength darling... haha... but it was very very fun... prince javier was too tired that he slept when we were playing...

Was a wonderful trip yest... esp when we went to shop for golf clubs and bringing them to cdans... hehe... took some video clips but only can upload one... prince jacob practicing with his one and only golf club... and pics of the 2 darlings wearing the same outfit out...

"The 2 Little Princes"

"The 2 Little Princes"

"BinBin practising his Golf"

2008-11-15T23:20:00.003+08:00

Mit up with Grace last night... had wines at my previous workplace (WineBos)... the time spend with her is so wonderful... share our stories... love having her around...

Saw my 2 bosses when i was there drinking... they returned from a wine dinner at Amara Hotel... talking about wine dinner... i do miss those days... haha... co-ordinating events... setting the menu... send proposals to customers... the best events for us is wine dinner for winerys or co-operating with hotels or country clubs... this will help them to promote their food as well as our wines... boss will always do a tasting of wines with food regardless of chinese or western cusine... to pair them up together... normally we will use up to 3-5 wines for the dinner... with 1 wine pairing up with 1 course... & of cos we get to eat with the guests... FOOD & WINE!!! haha...

There are other events like wine tasting, wine dinner for companies at Vino Vino, wine appreciation classes... but events like these we will need to be there to overlook... thus we never have a chance to eat... haha...

As a outdoor sales exec... my job is to get more contracts for my boss... therefore i have to go to pubs, restaurants, hotels, country clubs... always working hard to get our wines in their list... to fight with other competitors... we have to provide them with the best price... and oso to give them a&p... to plan how much 0ur wines is able to move and to give them a better a&p and on the other hand not to make any losses on our side... and after we got the contract our work dun ends... we still have to visit them to show our support... yah... and i am always the only sales who will do night entertainment... the other 2 guys dun... but its was enjoyable...

Boss had a small chat with me... surprisingly one of my ex-colleague whom we didnt expect has a very big pay check for her commission for this month... both bosses did ask me back to work... a bit tempted... cos its the fun miting up with different ppl and visiting so many different places... haha... but the working with the male boss suxs... haha... i am so happy to hear from them till now i am still the top salesperson... haha... so happy... feel so proud of myself... hehe...

The male boss commented something bad too... told him i had open my own shop and guess wat... instead of wishing me the best... he said "when ur shop close down, come back to us"... shit right... haha... but i dun even care... i can still luff away to him... haha... he never thinks before he talks... worst than a kid... haha...

Finally i found out y i throw such big tempers around... and the last time this happen to me was 2 years back... now that i noe the reason y... i got to b more careful when it gg to happens again... sorry dear for the rubbish i give to u... promise that i will control more... but hey u are in the wrong too... haha... both are wrong...

2008-11-11T13:03:00.004+08:00

Been having quarrels for the past week... have not hear from him for days... not even a msg... got to learn to let go... things will change between us... all i want to concentrate now is only my boys...

2008-11-11T02:19:00.003+08:00

Nothing much to say... having a very bad week... very very bad week... Can someone guide me through??? Help pls...

"Kang's Boys"

"Strong Boy"

"Kang's Men"

2008-11-03T13:10:00.008+08:00

Such a busy week... had just throw temper to hubby... didnt do it on purpose... i should say both of us are at wrong... prince javier had been sick for a week... cough and phelgm... see him like that oso heartpain... been working during weekends... didnt have time for the two darlings... miss them so much...

Had sushi lunch with binbin last fri at jp... guess how much we spend??? 70 bucks... haha...

So difficult to get good workers now... either lazy or attitude problem... tell me when can i get a good worker to assists me... got to work hard now... Jia You!!!

I wana get a new camera!!! save and save!!!

"Colourful French"

"Happy Eating... Sushi!!!"

2008-10-27T01:40:00.003+08:00

i am obsessed with nails... i should say acrylic and gel extension... almost changing every week... so into getting new designs on my nails... but its quite time consuming... the only thing i hate is the removal before i can start doing my new set... haha...

little prince javier getting notti... talkative... he can simply tok to himself whole day or with us... baby toks of "ah... ah..." when we lay him down his bed he will start "ah-ing"... sometimes he sounded so excited... so agitated too... hehe... when little jacob shout and run around... little javier would shout with him and luff out loud with him... but when little jacob stops he stops... surprising right... but i m not bluffing hor... little jacob so happy cos finally his little brother starts to interact with him...

its a wonderful thing to have my family... my hubby and my two little princes...

2008-10-17T20:15:00.003+08:00

I miss hubby kissing me when he sees me... Long time never spend lovely times with hubby liao... he's so stressed with work and i am so stressed with shop... miss bringing my darling boy out shopping oso... will try to arrange some time to bring him out alone... spend some time with him alone...

Hubby went for his golf tourament today... hope he can be super lucky to win a camry back with a hole-in-one... but he didnt... haha... not easy lah... miss him so dearly these few days...

Gonna work so hard to get my figure back... now i am like a big fat pig... haha

2008-10-17T20:01:00.002+08:00

A Interesting Article

First year of marriage is hardest MARRIAGE, as everyone knows, is no walk in the park. And this can be particularly true in the first year.Once the courtship, wedding and honeymoon are over, the couple settledown into daily life. That's the time when fault-lines can appear.Morgan Zhou, 27, a primary school teacher, and his wife Angela, 26, an accounts executive, learnt it the hard way after dating for eight years.

Before their marriage in December 2006, they had not lived together,which led to spats about the chores."We had trouble adjusting to each other when we moved in together into our own place," says Mr Zhou."We fought about who would do the washing and ironing, and we would give each other black faces for a while." They realised that they had assumed that things would "somehow get done".It is a common mistake couples make - not discussing the seemingly trivial matters before marriage - which can lead to resentment and bigger fights, say marriage counsellors."Living together is different from the time of courtship," says Dr Peter Chew, obstetrician and gynaecologist, and chairman of the board of aLife, a volunteer- run association which provides counselling services and marriage enrichment courses."Husband and wife are coming from different families with different upbringing, value systems, and attitudes," adds Dr Chew. "It takes timeto adjust."Couples may go through a decline in romance and intimacy, the inabilityto have fun together, and selfishness. They may even fight on which family to spend special occasions - such as Chinese New Year reunion dinners - with."It isn't two people who get married, but six - the couple and the parents of both families," says Dr Chew. The Zhous, however, became clear about expectations regarding housework and made their preferences known on which chores they would like to do. It worked wonders."We both do the washing now," says Mr Zhou. "But Angela does most of the ironing, and in return, I vacuum the house. We've found a synergy that works for us."Spring-cleaning the house before friends come over is an happy occasion for them. They go into over-drive, working together to keep it spick and span.Mr Zhou says that had the fights not been resolved, it could have become overwhelming."It could have got worse if we'd lost sight of the big picture," he says. "But we knew we are committed to a long lasting relationship and to making it work.

Divorce isn't an option, so that was a driving force to work out any issues."Marriage counsellors recommend taking a leaf out of the Zhous' book -keep in mind that marriage is for life and that problems can be resolved with open communication. Find a way to deal with your conflict and to speak without hurting feelings.While the first year of marriage can sometimes be difficult, it is also a time of great intimacy and discovery. It sets the stage and builds the foundation for a long-lasting marriage, so relationships experts advise dealing with problems quickly and effectively."Feelings of resentment are easy to overcome, as long as each person is willing to participate in conversation to extinguish these feelings,"said author, relationship writer and lecturer Paul Mauchline.
"It is never too late for dialogue with anyone, especially your loved ones, and, most importantly, your partner."

2008-10-15T17:15:00.004+08:00

Been so long. almost a yr never play golf... aft last night practice my hands trembling sia... so many things to clear so many things to do... miss my boys so much when i reach home... hugging them tightly in my arms is such a wonderful thing to do... love them so much...

2008-10-06T12:07:00.004+08:00

Stress... Tired... Been busy these days... Need to De-Stress ah!!!

Now no maid liao... alot of things need to do by myself... help mother to do housework liao...

Some new pics!!!

"He Loves Birthday!!!"

"He Smiles!!!"

"So Sweet!!!"

"Brightens Everyone Day!!!"

"Effany's Nail, Gel Sculpture, My Work!!!"

"Bling Bling!!!"

2008-09-10T12:48:00.003+08:00

Some pictures taken on girl's wedding... Thanks to Lirong for sending to me... Both ZheKai & BinBin always love seeing and playing with each other...

"BinBin & His Cousin"

"BinBin & His Cousin"

"BinBin & His Cousin"

"BinBin & His Cousin Resting"

"Hugging Each Other"

"BinBin Resting"

2008-09-07T23:54:00.008+08:00

Sick Sick Sick... Been sick since 23aug... having fever up and down... had my blood tested... went to see another doc in the middle of the night last thu... hubby drove me around jus to find a 24hrs clinic... thanks to my dear zhenhui whom helped me to search from the web...

doc says it may be dengue... not too sure yet... now its confirm viro fever (may have spelling mistake... hehe)... yest ger wedding i was having rashes... haiz... then at night fever again... now it comes back again... its a veri terrible feeling... guess got to see doc and go for blood test again... in the aftnn got to go for my checkup with my gyn... hopefully hubby can fetch me there...

had brought binbin for his first movie on last thu... watched 12 lotus... rating: bad!!! i still prefer money no enough 2 and 881... bin sit thru the whole movie listening to the songs... and he really enjoy them... told hubby will want to bring him watch wall e... hopefully he will like the movie oso...

went vivo with 2 darlings and hubby today... wanted to go clarke quay after that for the mid autumn fair but was too late... simply love my 2 darling so much... i feel so much wanting to have another baby soon... but got to take care of myself now first... GRRRRR..... GRRRR.....

yest was ger wedding... i brought binbin down to open the wedding car's door... while waiting bin was squatting down complaining "so long wan"... the photographer told bin to kick the door but it was too high... haha... but still he tried... then when i carry him to open the door we found out the door was locked... hey... haha... but was still ok lah... night they hold bin hand and march in together... so cute... they wanted to do it again for the second march in but due to ger's evening gown was too big so not able to... haiz... too bad...

got to end now... having a terrible headache with high fever... AAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

"Little Prince Javier"

"My Exam on Fancy Acrylic"

"Little Prince Jacob with Sarah & Mummy on Girl's Wedding"

"The Loving Couple Holding Their Beloved Jacob During March-In"

"Our First Family Photo"

2008-09-03T19:21:00.003+08:00

Tired... Sleepy... been sick for a week plus... finally went to see doc on monday... got scolding again... drag and drag... went for blood test again... been doin blood tests like its my daily routine... haha... doc afraid its dengue or something to do with my blood then may have to admit hospital again if not got to go back again for test everyday... wat i do now is to take antibiotics and see how it turns out to be...

Brought BinBin out last week... sat went out to millenia walk to find hubby then went parkway parade for lunch... hubby went to work aft that... brought binbin to play with those little kids art work whereby they will put paint on the little cartoon then bake in oven... its a fun activity for me and him... we really spend time and interact with each other... then bought so much things back home... haha... been fun but tired...

Brought WeiWei to Vivocity with my maid... bought so much things oso... bringing him out was fun too... pushing him around and also to carry when he crys... he jus dun like to stay in there stationary... haha... notti boy

Brought BinBin to Vivocity yest... TIRED!!! he so active keep running around... haha... bought a small cake for him... hey its not those slices of cake k... its A CAKE... haha... holding so much things he still wants me to carry him... impossible sia... haha... brought him to mcdonalds for fries and coke... so happy... haha...

Had my exam today... tired... my advance exam... doing gel clear tip, acrylic french and fancy acrylic... hey... not too bad sia... i love my fancy acrylic... grace did not bad too... whole class only me and grace products for fancy looks good... haha... proud sia...

2008-08-20T16:08:00.003+08:00

Another 3 days and i can get out of the house...
Another 4 days bb having his full month celebration...
Another 5 days it will be our 1st family day with little Javier...
Another 6 days will be back to my shop
Another 7 days i visiting the salon to do rebonding...
Yeah!!!

2008-08-15T17:01:00.004+08:00

Time flies... another 1 more week to go and I can step out of my house... haha... today made some orders for Prince Javier's full month cakes and also to make appointment for his haircut... hehe... now only left with buffet to be confirm...

My precious Prince Jacob grown up liao... having Prince Javier at home now Jacob seems to be so grown up... we used to see Prince Jacob as a small tiny boy... now compared to Javier he is so big... so heavy now... hehe... Such a wonderful experience to be a mother... having them in my tummy... then a baby... now grown up... Simply love them so much...

"Little Prince Jacob Learning Golf"

"Two Little Princes"

2008-08-13T16:14:00.006+08:00

Now its near to time to plan Prince Javier's full month celebration... ordering of cakes... ordering of buffet... contacting frens & relatives... so busy...

Cant wait to bring my prince to see my frens... my ex-colleagues...

"Innocent Face"

"KPO Face"

2008-08-12T00:46:00.003+08:00

Feeling tired... Sleepy... Not enuff sleep... But its okie... I can always feel the warmth when they smile to me... Love them so much...

Hubby and me feel so much closer too... We been very loving for few months... I'm so happy having him around at times of difficulties and stress... We are more understanding towards each other... We are always there to support one another...

My family are more connected... They help me through my down periods... Help me with my little ones... Help me through with anything that I need help... Support me on whatever thing I need help...

Thank you God!!! Thanks for what you have given to me!!! A supportive family... A loving hubby... A pair of adorable sons... I will do my best to give them whatever they need... Do my best to be a good daughter... A good wife.... A good mother... A good daughter-in-law...

God... Please do guide me and lead me if I am on the wrong path... I thank you God for saving my life... Life is so precious... I will always treasure my life... Treasure my love ones more...

2008-08-06T17:44:00.014+08:00

Been a stressful weekend for me... Nearly lost my life at home last sat... Rem I was bleeding too much and was having black scenes... The whole sat at home no strength at all... all I noe is the blood flow was non-stop... then sun when I woke up... I almost blackout in the toilet... I can feel the my whole body falling apart... In the end got no choice but to go hospital...

I was therefore admitted straight to the operating theatre to do a D&C... too pale also... now I noe wat what does as pale as a ghost meant... even my blood pressure reading was too weak and they have to take a few times... Blood was given to me... in total I was given 3 bags of blood in the operation as well as when I am out... Doc told me I was having too low HP (blood count)... norm ppl having HP of 16 but I only have 4... and everything in me was low... i was "bankrupt"... if I were to admit lata, I would have gone at home... I am so lucky... Nurses come in and out keep saying me oso... I am really lucky... God save my life... I really owe God a life... Thanks God... Thanks for saving me...

Cant imagine if I am gone... I would miss my family... my hubby... my 2 little darlings... I miss them so much in the hospital also... Now I know what is the important of life... I was still unwilling to go hospital cos I thought still normal... But I am afraid that it will affect my future pregnancy then I decide to go hospital to check... So lucky... Dad's fren's wife passed away due to the same reason... Now I must really treasure myself, my family, my 2 darlings... So afraid that i may leave the world without saying goodbye, love them so much...

Finally upload Prince Javier's pic... will upload more when available...

"Little Prince Javier"

2008-08-02T15:45:00.003+08:00

Feel so restless today... so dizzy... suddenly my red light becomes red emergency light... lost too much blood... feel so dizzy and weak... didnt even go and remove my stitches... got to arrange another appointment on monday morning... but dear, me and darling Jacob went to fetch Prince Javier today... so excited... Darling Jacob so shy... but went he is back home he was so excited to help daddy to clean Prince Javier... tired but happy to have Prince Javier home...

2008-08-01T22:12:00.002+08:00

The thing I hate most about the pregnancy is the confinment period... cant shower, cant wash hair, no fan!!! YEEK!!! Smelly!!! How I wish this 1 month will be gone soon...

But I am excited about tomorrow... after the removal of stitches I will be off to fetch my little darling... though I am not allow to go out... but I beg my mom, dad and hubby so much till they allow me to go... hehe... Love them so much... I MISS LITTLE PRINCE JAVIER... will take more pics and upload them online soon...

2008-08-01T14:12:00.002+08:00

Time flies... Rem last fri I at Mt E waiting for my op to carry my bb out to this world. Was waiting anxiously at the op theatre for my gyn to reach, excited and anxious...

The very first thing in my mind when I was awake was hubby and bb... the anesthesia was gone the moment I was awake... simply cant take the pain on my tummy... the stitches, the cuts... yeek... the pain is so different from my first boy... I was so happy to see hubby when I was transported back in my ward... a kiss from him release me from my pain...

Little Prince Javier was 3.89kg... huge bb but not as huge as Prince Jacob... he was 4.03kg... hehe but it seems like I always have huge bb... feel so happy to see him... Prince Jacob even kiss Little Javier... so sweet... I'm so glad to have them in my life...

But the bad news is Little Javier had to be NICU for observation... this news makes me so upset... he pass motion in my tummy and breathe in the virus... now his lungs are infected... got to take antibiotics for few days... his breathing is too fast and also his oxygen level in his blood is too low... tears ran down my cheeks everytime when I visit him... Seeing him with lots of tubes in him... hurts me deeply... if I would to bring him out to the world earlier perhaps he would not have to suffer all this...

I went to visit him yesterday... miss him so much... miss carrying him in my arms so much... looked so much like korkor Jacob... his little mouth look so much like hubby and korkor Jacob... they all love to play with their mouths...

I am also very lucky to have hubby auntie to help out in my shop... having her there really boost my sales up... thanks to her... I can at least rest my mind for my shop...

Doctor had called in the morning... GOOD NEWS!!! Prince Javier can be discharged either tml or sun... YEAH!!! Had an appointment to remove my stitches tml then can go straight to fetch bb... so excited for tml... Beta sleep early tonight... have enough rest to see him tml... Yippie!!!